nothing much!

sorry no posts, i have been reading all yours though! and it makes me feel really bad, cos i have nothing to show!! i really want to get sewing on my anglaise, especially now i have all the fabric i need, i'm itching!! but we have the xmas craft fair coming up in a few weeks, and not only am i organising it, but i need to make loads more jewellery and teddy bears for my own stall! i'll try and take a photo of all the fabrics i'm using to show you later.
of course one of the problems is the puppy is just too cute, and i keep playing with him when i should be sewing! but at least he makes up for the depression, i keep feeling like i want to just curl up in a ball and wait till it's all over, but i love christmas, i especially love making presents and keeping them a secret from everybody! some days i feel ok, last night i even felt really good, cos we had another booking for a stall, but yesterday i was crying on the way home from shopping, at the thought of everything i have to do. i can't decide whether to make a list or not, if i do and it's actually short then that would be great, but if it's longer than i thought then i'll feel even worse.
i won't get any of my anglaise done today, cos after i finish this we're going out round the village collecting raffle prizes, then i'll be making some bears and after supper i think i'll do some jewellery while i watch the antiques roadshow.